<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d2407974100246093626\x26blogName\x3dCindy%E2%99%A5\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://xlovescindy.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://xlovescindy.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d4881054024538224659', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
I Miss Everything About You.(L)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 11:33 PM ♥

went arena with eileen & zoe .
play few round eileen's bf came.
play till 6 plus , i went bugis met up with alvin and his co.
cabbed to shaw accompany alvin looking for shirt & watch ...
walking to many shopping centre but they din bought anything. /:
went home around 10 plus.
thats all for today . :D

Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 8:53 PM ♥

at around 2 plus , sis asked me to dabao food for her , so i went to 324 .
bought laksa for her and fried noodle for myself (: she paid for me :D
after that met eileen around 3 bah.
went jp first. aft that went jurong safra for lan gaming (:
but i din play , accompany them playing audi (:
alvin and his co. came. & saw marcus w his co. and garrison & eric came. but din approached to them . paiseh anw. /:
thats all for today. /:

Monday, December 28, 2009, 7:54 PM ♥

went arena today again ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
went there with eileen only.
reached there , but no table.
so , we booked for table. ):
went BK to dragged the time. (:
in a good timing while i ate finish my french fries , the arena called eileen.
on the way to pooling , i saw garrison n eric. (: they told mee to play pool tgt. (: went up first , cause they still smoking.
won eric ~ WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
went home around 7 (:

Saturday, December 26, 2009, 9:46 PM ♥

mingjin asked me out for pooling at arena (:
went there w eileen & her bf. /:
went 324 for my lunch. headed to jp.
within few minutes , mingjin told me that caleb meeting him at arena. /: so we play tgt.
accompany eileen to bk for his lunch (:
went back pooling.
at 6 plus , garrison came w his co.
went home at 6 plus. took 187 home.
thats all for today. :D

Thursday, December 24, 2009, 1:45 PM ♥



met eileen & cel at 1plus , heading to woodlands looking for ring. But didnt found it. ):
after that headed to yishun to look for alan. then went to safra for pool. (:
then , went back gombak accompany eileen to take her phone. went to her house to charge her phone. (: after that headed to jp & met norton & his bro . went to arena pool again. took cab back to celestine house to accompany her change shirt . (: headed to raffles for clubbing.went back home at 3 plus , cab home again.
thats all for today.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:33 PM ♥

Went westmall w mother & sister to eat dim sum for breakfast (:
Then we went harvey norman looking for father's bdae present. :D We decided to bought crocodile tshirt for him (: Then we took mrt towards clementi .
We went there for kbox (: Ended at 6.30 (: Took cab to cck for dinner , went to eat dian xiao er w my whole family (: After all this , went back home. (:







Monday, December 21, 2009, 6:53 PM ♥

Went arena again!~
SIANNNNNNNN
Went there w jun wei.
He called me , and ask me go out slack . He told me he has not been playing pool for quite a long time , so we decied to go arena and play. /:
When the first moment i saw i thought of him again!~ SADDDDDDDD
I try not to , but it really hard for me to do so.
Why is it so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went home at around 4 - 5 plus .
I really very miserable!~ Everywhere i went i'll think of him T.T
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~

Why are you being soo heartless to me!~
I REALLY MISS YOU LOTS!~

Sunday, December 20, 2009, 9:48 PM ♥

Went arena w jiabao & his accompany. (:
I waited him at 193 interchange for half an hour plus . Iwaited quite a long time.
Took 193 to arena. Haha (: Within awhile weisiong and co. came (:
At 5 plus 6 plus celestine & zoe came too (:
someone ask me to play w him . i won him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i make new friend which is esmond friends. (:
Thats all for today (:

Saturday, December 19, 2009, 10:40 AM ♥

Today woke up around 10 plus . While waiting for eileen to wake up i was watching channel 55. Met eileen and her bf at 3. This few days met eileen & her bf i'll think of him. But i wouldnt be sad anymore. I alrd think twice le. I know i cant be missing him , i'll try not to.
OK , thats all for today
Bodyguards n assassins (: Commented : quite nice , but alots of innocent ppl die ): so pathetic!!
Watched w parents (:

The storm warriors (: Commented : Not Bad (: too bad , aaron kwok died ! ):
Watched w eileen & her bf.
To eileen : Please ask me for movie when u were energetic ok! I was like watching movie on my own. ! And im not blaming you , i know u late slept . I understand! But please , this is the last time alright ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 18, 2009, 10:37 PM ♥





Today woke up at 10 plus going 11. Msg-ed eileen at 11plus bah but she still sleeping. Switched on my sis's laptop (: Used till 2 plus and met eileen at her house.Went 324 coffee shop for my lunch. (: After that We took 187 to Jurong Point. Waited for eileens bf to come. We took cab to arena. I reached arena i called jun hong to ask him where he is? Played for few round jun hong call me to play w him. Won one match and lose one match to him. (: Accompany eileen to jp and went back to arena w Alvin . Went home at 9 plus.











Thursday, December 17, 2009, 11:48 PM ♥





This was snap shot secretly by dylan (: but it look quite nice. (:
Hi (:
Im back for posting (:
When school w mum to buy near year books (:
After that took 98 to Jurong East , meanwhile saw baozhong & yiwei at shuqun busstop .
Then took mrt to Boonlay meet junhong for pool . When we reached arena , i was totally stunned ! Cause there's no one there!!!!!! Is was like the whole place were booked by us :D
I keep losing to stupid junhong ): lose one match beat by him . He beat me once. ): After that took 182m back to jurong point.
Accompany junhong to Challenger bought his laptop things. He bought me bbt (: Thanks to junhong (:
Then meet Nicklaus 7 Dylan at control station. We went Cineleisure for pooling.
Then around 7 plus we went to pasir ris accomapny dylan look for friends (: Went back home around 10 plus (: Really having fun going out wit you (:(: (:

, 8:16 PM ♥

Whole day staying at home .Was watching tv the whole session.
Started missing him , but i know i mustnt miss him , but what's on my mind i can't control.
I doesn't want to think of him , but im trying my best not to think of him le . ):
I dont want to stayed at home ! if i do , i will think of our past. ):
That's all for today . /:

Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 2:48 PM ♥

Today is 15th , three more days will be my 2nd month , but it ended now . I really 舍不得. But i know i must forget him , if not i will get more hurt. 我舍不得 可是时间回不去了 爱你很值得 只是该停了 没有我你要好好的 我舍不得 最后一次抱紧你了 我们错过的 错了就错了 不用担心我 我不爱你了. I really very unhappy. what should i do to make myself for happy? sigh.! I've really no idea since when has your feeling fade. I've put so much effort in this r/s but this is what i get?
Sigh!~ I remenber this song 终于说出口 , you've told me this song is delicate to me , but i think is i delicate to you bah. Every time i listen to this song , my tears will drop . The lyrics suit me lots. ): ): ): Sometimes i really miss you , but some moment i do hate you! How can you just leave me alone?!~ I really wish that i've never met you. You causes me to drop tears for you. But have you drop a single tears for me before? I guess you wont bah. I really hesitate before do you really love me before? Sigh!~ i swear to god! From the time i post this blog i wouldnt drop a single tears for you anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009, 2:50 PM ♥

Its over le ..
He has already mentioned break up le.
im tired to maintain this r/s le.
Is no point if i keep maintain but he dosent wish to continue w me .):
Im really very heart pain le. I cant carry on like this anymore .
Nothing last forever. Guy word cant be trust ! I HATE YOU!

, 11:50 AM ♥

Hi. Im back to post.
Abit moody this following days ...
Cause We drifting apart ..
sigh...
I miss you alots !!! ):
Im not that strong . Now im hurt ...
the tears i shed mean nothing to you... T.T


Tue , i went to Wenjin house..
He cooked magi for me . (: i felt happiness .
At night we went mama shop bought spagetthi ingrediant to cook spagetthi. (: while eating , every bite i eat , i feel happy. (:


Wed , Went bugis w mother ..
Bought pant , jacket & bag (: At around 6 plus meet up w sister. (: Went back home around 9+ ..


Thurs , Went bugis w eileen & celestine again (:







Fri , stayed at home the whole day ):
waiting for wj message for the whole day , but i was the one who msg him first . ):
sigh..
Miss you <3>

Monday, December 7, 2009, 9:32 PM ♥



Today went Bugis w Eileen.We walked arnd for few hours i finally decide to bought a high waist skirt. Then we took 960 to Panjang change bus to 180 back home. Then we accompany Jiaying to West Mall for dinner.
Took 945 back home.
Paiseh , today dont know what to post. so post abit only.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 1:49 PM ♥


This pic is old pic anyway...
Today will be staying at home , not going anywhere..
Im still thinking did i make the right choice ? Is this good choice for him and me?
Im afraid that i'll make him more stress living with me ?
But i will tried to change. Just give me more time .
Hope you'll felt happy being with me.
That's all for today. Byes ~



!Warning.

Welcome to my blog.
Firstly, i wont entertain spammers, cause they sucks. :)
Dont judge me if you dont even know a fucking dam about me alright.
I pen down my feelings thoughts in my blog,
Dont like it? Fuck off la, im not begging you to stay.
View & Tag, tyvm:')!

!Yup, its me.

Cindy Tan, 19th March 1994.
Shuqun Secondary School, 4N3.
Attached/Single
*Beloveds' Celestine & Zoe & eileen ♥
Hotmail | Facebook .

!Chitchat.

Leave a tag dude. :)